Regulary I experience mental shit states. It makes me ‘evaluate’ my life and it makes me feel depressed. On such a moment I feel so disgusted I get the feeling I literally want to throw up.
The world / the universe / life as we experience it as a human is a game. Its nothing more than a story and you made it up in your mind. Let me tell you how I got this idea as it is closely related to my joyous experiences with games.